In and Out

It is weird how people fall into and out of and back into your life sometimes. Just when you get used to them not being there, they pop up again. It's hard to take sometimes. And I am not sure which one is harder - the falling out, or the falling back in. You get used to being without someone, then all of a sudden, there they are, reminding you of so many things that you once missed, or didn't miss, or wasn't sure whether to miss or not. You had put those memories away, into your "past times" box. And in a moment, it all comes back out. And again, you don't quite know whether you are better off with or without.